Boredom? oh you mean school? So today i am suppose to talk about my ISSUES! My many issues like a teenage girl. But really i don't have issues. Sure i can get upset, angry, annoyed, happy, bitchy, friendly, sarcastic etc. But really none of what i have experience in the last year has really been an issue. To me an issue is something that will haunt my thoughts for at least a week, plaguing me with incessant-ness. But the truth of the matter is i don't think i've ever had 'true' anger. 'True' sadness. Because that just doesn't happen in my life. Really any problem i have faced or am facing is really insignificant and easy to get over. I am not naive enough to think that my silly little problems with one person are the be all and end all. It seems ridiculous for me when i sit here and watch as little things tear people up.
What am i saying? "SHUT THE FUCK UP, SUCK IT UP!" There are not many problems you face in school that are life changing. But hey a little intelligence does not hurt does it? I mean use you fucking brain once in a while and think for yourself. "Hey will i regret this?"
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Regret. I've always like the idea of "Live a life of no regret." After much consolidation i have come to the conclusion that this phrase has two insinuations. They vary only slightly but have very different life mottos. Well one: live by doing everything, never looking back and thinking about ur actions and doing what ever you wanted.
two: Never do anything that will cause you regret.
And what i decided was that the interpretations comes down to the person. One is outgoing and will do just about anything, Two is a socially aware person. So what have i decided? Find your balance. Cause thats how i deal with most of my life. I find the balance and sit there because it's never good to eat too much of anything.
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I couldn't agree more. With the first part, that is, and also maybe the second part. But like I've often thought about that, the whole "i've never felt TRUE sadness" and that, and I think that maybe I've just never let go enough to feel those things.
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I probably had more thoughts to contribue here, but oh well. You write well:)